I wish there was a way to somehow merge my blog here with my LJ. I can post comments as an LJ user on other people's blogs. Does that mean I can make posts through blogspot or whatever into LJ? And vice versa? Because my some stretch of the imagination, LJ is "Obscene/Tasteless" according to Alaska's IT, but blogspot is not.
Life pretty much blows right now. The internship is fine I guess, and the travel is good. At least I don't have to be here all the time. It was nice to get away two weekends in a row to see my favorite bands and hang out with some of my favorite people (AR). This weekend I'm going to Orlando for 24 hours of awesome girl time with Hil-bags (Hilary G-field). I think my Mom's coming to town for Veteran's Day weekend to go to Jason Mraz with me and see Seattle, etc. Then maybe to Hawaii if I can get there. Then either Minneapolis or Fairbanks/Barrow, I can't decide. Then home for Thanksgiving. Then my last weekend I might be going to Miami/West Palm Beach to see the Alternate Routes one last time. I'm still insulted that they only decide to go to Florida when I'm not there. Meanies.
But life otherwise pretty much blows. I can't even begin to describe it all. It seems like people every where are doing whatever they can possibly think of to be unsupportive, discouraging, and hurtful. It seems like clearly no one wants me to be a pilot or fly airplanes or finish school. No one really cares if I ever even get home in December after this internship is said and done. It's just ridiculous is all.
I should work on things to do here. I could write up things on all the places I've been to, and I can work on that paper I have to write for school. I can try and update the Intern Packets here. There's work to be done. Sadly.
It's a weird feeling, writing and knowing that likely no one will read. Because it's a blog and not my LJ. Why can't I put the two into one? Stupid, stupid, stupid.
I don't have another concert until November 5th. That sucks.
K, bye.
Tuesday, October 28, 2008
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
Depression
So not only has it felt like everything and everyone in my life has turned on me. I was trying to plan a trip to Fairbanks and ultimately Barrow, only to find that most of the cool snuggly animal tours require a "2-person minimum." Could my life POSSIBLY get any more pathetic? Could I PLEASE be more lonely? Can someone PLEASE emphasize how incredibly alone I am in this world? Because it certainly hasn't hit me yet.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
Random
A few things no one will probably ever read:
It's INCREDIBLY interesting to "overhear" the people in my office room who clearly don't like me, yet speak loudly enough about politics, etc. for me to want nothing more than to chime in with my own witty remarks. Ex: just now, Butch said, "So, how's gonna win the election?" And I replied, "Is that open for discussion?" and some other brat lady immediately snipped, "NO." They then went on to discuss AIG and how the big men on AIG campus went on a field trip on their bail out.
The other thing I find myself wondering often is women's business in the bathroom. Nothing too disgusting, but a girl starts to wonder. How many people actually use those paper things to cover the seats before you sit down? It makes such an uncomfortable sound and they never freaking flush. And how many people actually genuinely wash their hands after using the rest room? In my experience, people only wash their hands if there's another person in the sink area. Otherwise, they run the water for .5 seconds, then take a paper towel, then peace out. There's no way you can actually cleanse your hands of those dirty deeds without a couple seconds of effort by the sink. People are gross.
K, it's so quitting time.
It's INCREDIBLY interesting to "overhear" the people in my office room who clearly don't like me, yet speak loudly enough about politics, etc. for me to want nothing more than to chime in with my own witty remarks. Ex: just now, Butch said, "So, how's gonna win the election?" And I replied, "Is that open for discussion?" and some other brat lady immediately snipped, "NO." They then went on to discuss AIG and how the big men on AIG campus went on a field trip on their bail out.
The other thing I find myself wondering often is women's business in the bathroom. Nothing too disgusting, but a girl starts to wonder. How many people actually use those paper things to cover the seats before you sit down? It makes such an uncomfortable sound and they never freaking flush. And how many people actually genuinely wash their hands after using the rest room? In my experience, people only wash their hands if there's another person in the sink area. Otherwise, they run the water for .5 seconds, then take a paper towel, then peace out. There's no way you can actually cleanse your hands of those dirty deeds without a couple seconds of effort by the sink. People are gross.
K, it's so quitting time.
Wednesday, October 1, 2008
Happy October!
Uhm, boredom at work has driven me to writing in a blog I don't know how to maintain. Just saying hi, so at least SOMETHING is posted in here.
HAPPY OCTOBER!
Thank GOD September is finally over.
HAPPY OCTOBER!
Thank GOD September is finally over.
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